You Are Not Serious..

"Are you joking?" is another usual comment I received from my cousins, uncles and aunties, my mother's neighbours.. upon my latest status as stay-at-home mum. Quite hard for me to explain in detail my reasons.. Those comments, facial expressions sometimes do make me feel guilty.. but only me, and ME alone really knows what I'm going to do with my life.. MY LIFE.



Of course, after spending so and so years of my life in boarding school, not to forget my degrees from reputable institution.. May be, for them it is just a waste to become home manager.. I keep reminding myself.. I'm a home manager with my vision, not just cleaning, washing, cooking, bills paying, or watching soap opera all day.. In actuality, I have a more hectic schedule coping daily chores not forgetting my dreams..



Until I come across a book called 'Corporate Life To Multi Level Marketing" by Lee Poh Eng.. When she said "living but not really living".. the reason for changes in direction of my life.. another quote from her book, which is my favourite "Yes, change does not necessarily lead to improvement, but to improve, one needs to change. We usually allow the 'good' to distract us from being 'better' or being 'the best'. Because the enemy of the Best is Good." It sums my action. I'm striving towards the best... Yes, no doubt previous lifestyle was good..

Hey, who cares.. I don't want to explain my action, just some understanding..